Day 1

I have been looking forward to this training. I remember checking out the toys for this training before the training started. I was drawn to the the spiked parachute and the Dr Sado Head Ring, and ordered then almost immediately after seeing them. I would have loved to get all the other toys but I could only afford some of them and Akasha had suggested that a get the two CBT items. I luckily already had a dildo to suck on and the inflatable dildo. I wasn't able to get the nipple clamps with the cock ring attachment or the paddle. I will have to use regular nipple clamps and a ruler instead of the paddle. The fact that I will stay locked up into the chastity device is nice. I have been locked up for the last 2 weeks and like the idea of being locked up still. This is my first time in chastity and has been enjoyable but also difficult. The first edge was scary I thought I was going to lose it. I think one more stroke and I would have been in trouble. The second edge today was a little easier but getting back in the CB-2000 was a pain. I had to wait close to 15 minutes to go soft enough to even start to put the CB-2000 on. The hard on would not go down it was just twitching waiting for that stroke that would allow a nice release but it never came. The last edge today was by far the worst, now knowing that I am only been released just long enough to edge an then back in is really hard to get myself to the edge. The though of having to take off y CB-2000 3 times a day only to get no satisfaction is very scary.

Locked away for safe keeping.