Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Final

After being locked up for an extra week I listened to the final lesson a little more on Monday but figured out I didn't have the toys needed with me. On Tuesday night I got home and had access to the toys.

I added the nipple clamps and screwed the stopper all the way out so they had maximum bite. I slide the dildo in my ass and inflated a good amount which put pressure on my prostate. By doing so I became more turned on. I am one of those of guys who cum MUCH easier with anal. The pressure on my prostate will make me cum very quickly and much harder. I was so turned on and then had to suck the dildo and stroke. I was not able to stroke while doing this, or I would have blown my load instantly. I sucked on the dildo while listening to you until it was time to cum.

I slid up to the wall with my ass right against it and legs running up the wall allowing me to push off. It took a couple of times but I was able to get legs back over. I was now laying on my back looking and my rock hard cock. I reached up with one had to make sure the dildo was firmly in my ass and then began to stroke. Just a handful of strokes and my cock was ready to blow. I opened my mouth wide and made sure I had my cock pointed towards my face. 2 or 3 more strokes and I shot a big load straight down landing almost all right in my mouth. I had never had so much cum in my mouth. I closed my mouth and swallowed the load. I had a little bit of cum left on my face I licked it up and swallowed it. Even after that I was so turned on I could have cum again. I don't even think that ever got soft after cumming. I have never had a hard a time cumming in my mouth but its never been something I wanted to do but I was so horny after the 5 weeks I had been locked up during training and before with only a few accidents where I leaked cum and the one wet dream I had before the training that I was very willing to cum into my mouth for the chance to really cum and fully blow my load in an orgasm.

I totally forgot to set up a camera to capture video or take pictures I was so horny I could only think about cumming. Sleeping the next day without my CB-2000 was kinda odd. I have not been unlocked for so long in a while.

I read that there is a new training coming up and curious about this one too. I will admit that the focus on CBT was the main reason I signed up. I have read many of the training in the past and I will admit that some of humiliation and sissy training you have done are not my thing. I have become ok with the idea of wearing panties but going much further is a hard thing to think about and is almost my limit.

I would like to thank Akasha and Miss Blue for allowing me in this training and taking the time to train us. I still wish I could have made it through with no accident but the edging was to my undoing. I hope you enjoyed this training and that we have made you proud. I know parts of it were hard for me to do while parts I enjoyed and was happy to go as far as I could to impress.

Monday, October 15, 2007

Final delayed

I had an accident so I have to wait a week. At least this week will be just chastity not the edging. Edging has always been very hard for me. I usually have to stop a lil before the edge or chance losing it since my edge seems different all the time. One time I can be at the same point and one stroke will cause an explosion while another time I can stroke quite a bit more with no problem at all. I tried to do a true edge and well it didn't work. I will be back in a week to finish up.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Lesson 6

I had actually looked forward a little to this lesson. I liked the mention of the pictures from the chat which I think was mine. I didn't go as far as the pics from chat, I just used the head device and the parachute. The first time I used them I didn't have the camera ready but it was a very long night. I started but pumping my ass VERY full, and clamped my nipples. Then I began by putting on the spiked parachute on then adding the head device. Once on I screwed all the spikes in until the were flush, this was my starting point. I then screwed each one in 4 full turns which set the spikes a good depth. I then added a couple weights to two 10oz weights to the parachute. I then deflated the dildo and pumped my ass full again. At that point I still had my cock sucking and last edge to do. I got on all fours with the dildo pumped in my ass, nipple clamps hanging down, parachute pulling and digging the spike in some plus the head ring spikes digging into the head deep and pulling under the weight, then set the cock in front of me and began to start sucking on it. I was being used so many ways and was enjoying it. I sucked the cock for 15 minutes before stopping to remove the CBT devices and dildo. Removing the head ring is quite interesting, as you unscrew the spikes the seem to catch skin and twist the already sensitive skin. Once it was off I grabbed a lil lube and worked on the 3rd edge while sucking on the cock. The head was VERY sensitive and stroking was actually slightly painful. I was trying to get to the edge right at the point where I would finish my cocksucking. That goal was a tad to much as I lost control. I was able to get my hands off before cumming but a few seconds after I took my hands off I small load of cum leaked out. I couldn't remember how many swats it was so I took 25 swats for the accident.

The first CBT session today I took some pic of. I actually used a 10oz weight on the head toy.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Lesson 5

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Saturday, October 6, 2007

Lesson 4

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Thursday, October 4, 2007

Lesson 3 Part 2

This morning in the shower I shaved my crotch and sissy hole again. I keep them either shaved or very short all the time so it was just a quick touch up. Shaving my armpits was a much different. I had never shaved them and I was nervous doing this. I was thinking about people seeing it and wondering why I have hairless armpits. I am unable to shave my legs due to the fact I wear shorts a lot for work and would be harassed at work and would like to avoid any issues.

I went to Macy's to get nail polish, I was very nervous. I walked past the counters a couple of times trying to get the nerve up to go up and get the nail polish. I just couldn't get myself to do it. I then went to Target to get the pantyhose and nail polish. I was walking into the aisle and noticed a girl restocking that area. I instantly got nervous again. She looked up and I got even more nervous, she was a beautiful young girl maybe 20. I walked over looking at the nail polish when she asked I needed help finding something. I ended up saying yes and she asked what I needed. I told her I needed pink and red nail polish. I felt so nervous at this point, I was waiting for some sort of probing question but she just asked what brand. I told her it didn't matter. She told me to try Revlon thats what she gets and that should work. I grabbed a Tickled Pink and Raven Red and got out of there forgetting to thank her. I then went to find Pantyhose. I quickly found nude control tops, that should fit me based on the sizing. Then just my luck I get in line and well the lines were getting long. I stood there for a few minutes when to my surprise who come walking over to ring up people the girl for the cosmetics aisle. She came over to me and told me I can help you over here. I walked over to the register put the pantyhose and nail polish up on counter, she looked at them and laughed a bit. She asked me if I was dressing as girl for Halloween and getting stuff early I kinda laughed and said yes. She finished ringing me up and I left. I have never been so nervous in my life.

When I got home from work I painted my fingernails pink and my toenails pink.


After the nailpolish dried I put on the pantyhose. They felt so silky on my legs. I sat on my bed and it felt so good. I can't imagine what it would be like to be uncaged in just pantyhose. That silky feeling on my cock would probably cause me to be hard all the time when I was moving around.



Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Lesson 3 Part 1.

I am so sorry Akasha and Miss Blue but I had an accident today during my second edge. I got to the edge and took my hands off. I was leaking lots of pre-cum and twitching for about 15-20 seconds then all of sudden a load of cum came leaking out of my cock. I have never had that happen before, I leaked so much pre-cum I was just watching it ooze out of my cock. It just kept oozing and oozing out until all of sudden I saw a load of cum come leaking out of my cock. Know in that in past lessons you have had slaves eat there cum so I scooped up all the cum and pre-cum and sucked it down cleaning up the mess I just made. I actually did this before listening to lesson 3 so I took the 10 swats per accident from lesson 2 then listened to lesson 3 then took the 15 swats for my accident in lesson 3. I am very sorry I have never wished I didn't cum as much as I do now. I have let you both down and I am deeply sorry for that. I only hope I can redeem myself in lessons to come.

I plan to get some nude pantyhose, and nail polish tomorrow. I will take some pics of my painted nails and my pantyhose on.